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  The Affair

  Week Three

  Beth Kery

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  Contents

  Titles by Beth Kery

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Excerpt from When I’m with You

  About the Author

  Chapter Eleven

  Emma had been fooling herself. It shocked her beyond words that she had the ability to blind her own judgment, to delude herself into not seeing the obvious, like a magician with a sleight of hand.

  When she exited the bathroom a few minutes later, she found Mrs. Shaw and Montand—Vanni—in the living room of the suite. His gaze landed on her when she entered the room, but he continued talking with subdued authority to someone on the phone. Ignoring Mrs. Shaw, she found Cristina’s chart and began to make an entry in regard to the death.

  “When are they coming to get the body?” Emma asked quietly when Vanni hung up the phone. Just thinking his name in her head caused a bitter taste at the back of her mouth. She continued staring at the page as she wrote methodically in the chart.

  “They’ll be here within the hour,” he said. “Vera? Leave us, please.”

  Emma blinked in confusion. Who was Vera? Her question was answered when she glanced around and saw Mrs. Shaw hastening out of the room, even if her disapproval seemed to linger.

  Her gaze leapt over to him, anxiety rising in her when she recognized they were alone. He stood next to a coffee table, his expression rigid. In his jeans, simple white T-shirt, and with the shadow of dark whiskers, he really might have been the familiar man she had begun to know . . . care about, even. She thought she’d begun to know him. It’d been an illusion—a spell—one she’d cast herself. She’d already thought him way out of her league. Her certainty was greater now that she knew he was that man who liked to tie up and whip women whom he cared nothing about.

  It was too much think about the details now that the elusive face from that night—from her dreams—was clear to her.

  He studied her for a moment; the silence seemed to swell and billow around them.

  “What is it?” he asked quietly. “Did Cristina’s passing upset you that much?”

  “No. Yes,” she corrected. She closed her eyes briefly in frustration before she met his stare again. “You’re not who I thought you were.”

  His eyebrows furrowed. “What’s that supposed to mean?

  “You cut your hair,” she said starkly, lost in her ruminations. “If it’d been long, I might have recognized you.”

  Something flickered across his stark features. He took a step toward her, his eyes narrowing dangerously. Emma held her ground, but it took an effort.

  “What did you say?” he asked.

  Swallowing back an enormous lump in her throat, Emma turned and gathered up the hospice paperwork in preparation to leave. “It’s nothing. It’s not important. You haven’t done anything wrong. It’s me. I’ll inform the hospice and contact the night nurse so that she won’t come—”

  “Don’t walk away from me, Emma.”

  “I have to,” she said miserably before she could stop herself.

  “You’re condemning me for what you saw in there without knowing anything about Cristina and me?” he demanded sharply, pointing to the bedroom. “I thought you were less judgmental than that. I’m disappointed.”

  You’re disappointed?

  She caught herself just in time from saying the words out loud. He didn’t deserve her angst and agitation. Besides, it wasn’t that. Not really. She wasn’t disappointed. He hadn’t done anything to hurt her on purpose. It was just that he was more than she’d bargained for. How could she explain to him? She couldn’t. It was too humiliating. Too overwhelming. She’d agreed to this affair, but she hadn’t agreed while knowing who he was.

  While acknowledging the truth fully, anyway. Now the truth was inescapable, and all Emma wanted to do was hide from it again.

  “You just . . . aren’t who I thought you were,” she repeated inadequately.

  “Well I’m damn sorry for not being what you expected.”

  She turned and left the room, hating his quiet, snarling cynicism . . . despising her cowardice even more.

  * * *

  She only slept for a few hours a night for the rest of her workweek. When she did finally sleep on Sun
day night, it was no relief, because she dreamed.

  Again, she was blinded by night and was in Vanni’s arms, his cock piercing her, her flesh quickening and thrilling around him. She was secure in the cocooning darkness, safe to move at her body’s urging and at his command, free to take his intimate touches, glad to hear his hot, whispered words as he took control of their fierce joining.

  “Arch your back, Emma. Offer yourself to me.”

  Her spine curved in supple acquiescence, thrusting forth her breasts as far as her restraints would allow. Restraints? Yes, she wasn’t on the beach, after all. The dream had shifted. Her wrists were bound securely over her head. Her legs were spread wide, and his cock thrust high inside her, pounding her like a relentless wave. She couldn’t move. She didn’t want to.

  “That’s right,” he murmured darkly in her ear as if he’d just heard her thought. “There’s nowhere for you to go now. You can’t escape.”

  He thrust so hard that a cry popped out of her throat. It hurt. No . . . it wasn’t pain, it was a knot of pleasure so tight, it felt like a brutal cramp. But then the pressure unfurled, and she was climaxing.

  “Look at me.” She gasped, her body shuddering in sharp pleasure. “Open your eyes. Look at me,” he shouted. Only then did she realize she couldn’t see him because her eyelids were clamped tight.

  She opened her eyes and saw him over her, naked and savage, bracing himself on muscular arms. She was on a bed, and the room was lit with golden light. His face was rigid and cold, but his eyes burned her. He thrust his hips and grunted gutturally, the symbols on dense, swelling biceps flashing in her dazed vision like they were lighted neon, not black ink. She felt his cock jerk and erupt inside her, his warm semen filling her.

  “Don’t you dare look away,” he grated out, white teeth flashing.

  Emma awoke with a start, Vanni’s command still ringing in her ears. Without thinking, she plunged her hand beneath her shorts and underwear and moved it frantically, gasping as she finished climaxing powerfully.

  A moment later, her hand fell against the bed, damp from her juices. She panted softly. She was in her bedroom, dawn peeking through the blinds. The dream was still with her, the memory palpable. She could still see his eyes, feel his cock swell inside her before he grunted in release, savage and beautiful.

  There’s nowhere for you to go now. Don’t you dare look away.

  She rose sluggishly from her mussed bed. This was reality, not a dream, and she needed to get ready for work. Her hospice had quickly reassigned her to a dozen households where she visited several times a week. It was both a comfort to go back to her usual schedule following her assignment at the Breakers, and yet also jarring somehow, as if she was trying to fit a new Emma into an old world.

  On the way to the bathroom, she felt compelled to check her cell phone. Vanni had called again last night. She’d listened to the first message he’d left last Friday with a strange mixture of wariness and hunger.

  “I need to speak with you. I think I might understand,” he’d said in that clipped, authoritative manner of his. “Call me at this number.”

  How could he understand when she didn’t? She’d teased him about his insistence that he was selfish, not really believing because of what she’d seen of him, because of how much he gave her with his smallest touch. But he and that man with the voluptuous Astrid were one and the same. He was selfish, and he’d been right to warn her.

  She was to blame. She’d only seen what she wanted to see. All her life, she’d made a habit of doing that. Her mother would fret and worry over lack of finances or Emma’s health. After Emma’s health crisis had resolved, circumstances had altered. Both Amanda and her mother had started to look to Emma for a sense of steady optimism, the go-to girl for a laugh and for seeing the glass half-full. She was her mother’s “miracle” child, a spot of sunshine when the fog of doubt settled. She was the stubborn one who refused to admit defeat, no matter the intimidating playing field. It was that quirk in her personality that had made her overlook what was happening with Colin and Amanda, what was probably obvious to everyone else.

  It was that same fault in her character that had made her see only what she wanted to see with Vanni Montand. She’d wanted to experience a grand passion so much that she’d blinded herself, exposed herself to a situation where her naiveté and lack of experience would have undoubtedly wounded her in the end.

  It already had wounded her. Thank God there wasn’t a chance for the knife to cut deeper.

  She jumped slightly when her phone began to ring. It was Vanni again, she realized as a tingling sensation rippled down her limbs. She dropped the phone abruptly onto her dresser with a thud when she recognized how much she wanted to answer, how much she wanted to hear his voice again.

  It suddenly struck her that her phone number was unlisted, and she’d never given it to him.

  * * *

  She was leaving her last home hospice visit that afternoon when she noticed a gleaming silver car whip into her patient’s driveway and glide toward her with silent stealth. The hair on her nape and arms stood on end. She recognized the vehicle from Vanni’s garage—a sleek, aerodynamically shaped four-door. Apparently, Automobiles Montand could make even a sedate sedan look as fierce and edgy as its sports cars. Her patient, Mrs. Slater, resided in a neat, working-class neighborhood in Evanston. The car couldn’t have been more out of place.

  A mingled sense of dread and excitement went through her when the driver’s side door flung open.

  The image of him uncoiling his long body and stepping onto the pavement burned her consciousness. Sunlight turned his hair into thick, burnished brown waves. He removed a pair of sunglasses and fixed her with his stare. Everything came to a temporary halt.

  Her heartbeat. Her judgment. Time.

  He wore a black suit, white shirt, and light silver tie. He looked impossibly handsome and . . . foreign somehow to her stunned brain. Exotic. She was reminded that he was the CEO and owner of a French car company and had extensive family roots in Europe. His tall, lean, muscular body might have been made to wear suits like that. He looked perfectly comfortable and natural in the expensive, fashionable clothing. He probably wore suits like that all the time. Most people were likely used to seeing him attired in such a way. She’d witnessed the exception, seeing him in gray mechanic’s coveralls and jeans.

  The realization that she’d peered into his private world and seen a part of him that the rest of the world hadn’t made her feel heart sore, like she’d lost something.

  Something you never had.

  The thought galvanized her. Without saying a word to him, she hurried toward her car, digging in her purse for her keys.

  “Emma,” he said behind her. She gave him a reluctant sideways glance as he approached while she unlocked her car.

  “How did you find me?” she asked, straining to keep her voice even.

  He shrugged as if the question was unimportant. He was clean-shaven today. His cheeks looked a little hollowed out, but he didn’t appear gaunt. If anything, he looked more handsome to her than he ever had.

  So far out of her league.

  In more ways than one.

  The realization made her drop her gaze and reach for the door handle.

  “Cristina’s funeral is in an hour,” he said. “It’s a small one. Graveside. I’d like you to come.”

  A stabbing sensation of sadness went through her. She lowered her head, protecting herself instinctively.

  “You really liked her, didn’t you?” he asked quietly, and she knew he’d noticed her sudden sadness.

  She nodded, reigning in her upsurge of emotion. “I did like Cristina. She was edgy and sharp, yes, but she had a forceful personality and she made me laugh.”

  “Laugh?”

  “Laugh. She was an excellent observer of character. She saw straight to the heart of someo
ne and read their faults,” Emma said, staring unblinkingly at the top of her car.

  Maybe you’re the one who is afraid. Maybe you’re such an expert on death because you’re afraid to live.

  “Everyone’s faults but her own,” Vanni stated dryly.

  Emma recalled Cristina talking in her sleep during that nightmare. You knew what I was capable of and what I wasn’t.

  “She did see her faults,” Emma said quietly. “She felt so guilty about them that it was hard for her to speak of them out loud. She dreamed of them, though. They haunted her.”

  His gaze narrowed on her. “Did she tell you anything significant about her life?”

  “What do you mean?” Emma asked slowly. “Are you talking about what she said at the end?”

  “No, I heard most of that. Anything about when she was young?” he prodded.

  “She told me about that shop that she owned where all the women donated their designer clothes and things and other women bought them. She used to talk a about your father and the French Riviera, just little details.”

  He didn’t respond. She glanced at him uneasily and was caught in his gleaming stare.

  “I came to get you,” he said simply.

  She shook her head adamantly. “The hospice holds two funerals every year for all of our patients that have passed. Family can come, but it’s primarily an opportunity for the staff to mourn,” she explained, avoiding his steady stare by examining her hand on the door handle. “If I went to every patient’s funeral, it’d—”

  Finish me.

  “Were you there? In my bedroom suite last Monday night? When I was with Astrid?” he asked suddenly.

  Chapter Twelve

  Her hand fell away from the metal handle. She stared up at him, dry-mouthed. Mute.

  After a moment, he closed his eyes and lowered his head slightly. The breeze ruffled his thick hair in the taut silence that followed.

  “You were,” he said with an air of grim finality. He inhaled, a tried executive who had just realized his worst assessment of the situation had come to pass, and was grimly positioning himself for his next move. Her heart beat uncomfortably against her breastbone. “Why?” he asked simply, opening his eyes.