Claiming Colleen Page 12

  Brigit had now asked Colleen—twice—to ask Eric if he’d like to come over for a family dinner. It was starting to set her on edge.

  She chatted with him amiably enough during their encounters, making a point not to notice either the awareness in his eyes or how they occasionally flashed with annoyance when she made sure they were never left alone.

  She was following her avoidance strategy one Saturday afternoon while Liam, Natalie, Eric and she were meeting at Holy Name Cathedral with the wedding planner and florist. It was a cold, miserable November day. Lake-effect snow was predicted that evening, but currently rain fell heavily on the steeple roof above them.

  She and Natalie strolled down the right aisle while the florist pointed out locations for various arrangements. Her attention, though, was on Eric as she watched him talk and laugh with Delores Shaffner in the center aisle. Why had Liam and Natalie seen fit to hire such a pretty young woman as a wedding planner?

  And how did Eric always come off so cool while he was flirting so outrageously?

  He didn’t lean toward Delores, and his eyes didn’t look particularly sultry at that moment, but the women’s rights activists of the world ought to propose that smirk be made illegal. That little smile could make the smartest of women into a giggling airhead in about two seconds flat. Colleen grimaced like she’d just bitten into something sour when she heard Delores’s church-inappropriate shriek of laughter in response to some comment Eric made.

  “Do you think Delores is a little…ditzy?” Colleen whispered to Natalie as the florist measured the altar.

  Natalie blinked and followed Colleen’s gaze. “Not really. She’s been very organized and helpful so far, don’t you think?”

  “That’s before her status as a smart, rational woman was revoked by your brother.”

  “What?” Natalie asked. Colleen was saved the shame of having to repeat her sullen words when Liam walked up the aisle. His dark blond hair was damp, and he was carefully removing a wet, black police-issue raincoat.

  “Sorry I’m late,” he said, leaning down to kiss Natalie. Natalie brushed some of the raindrops out of his short, tousled hair. Liam smiled and gave her an even more enthusiastic kiss. “Someone got stuck in floodwaters on Route 11,” he said a few seconds later. “We just got her out a few minutes ago. It’s going to be a mess later, when the temperature drops,” he murmured, his forehead pressed against Natalie’s. “I have a feeling I’m going to be working for most of the night.”

  Natalie repressed her obvious disappointment, smiled and started to lead Liam toward the florist, but he paused.

  “Is Father Mike around? He’s got a two-foot-deep swimming pool in the south parking lot. When it freezes later, it’ll be a skating rink. Just wanted to make sure he knew before mass tomorrow. I’ll block off the lot for him, if he wants, but I thought I should ask him about it first.”

  “He was here when we arrived, but he said he had an appointment in his office,” Colleen replied.

  Liam nodded. Colleen walked toward Eric and Delores as Natalie and Liam went to consult with the florist. She lifted her chin as she neared the pair, determined to ignore the way Delores looked at Eric like she was considering taking a bite out of him.

  Eric glanced up and met her stare. He’d come to their meeting at the church from work and looked carelessly attractive in a pair of brown dress pants, a button-down shirt, a loosened tie and a sport coat, his overcoat slung in the crook of his arm.

  “Is everything okay?” he asked her. “I heard Liam say something about flooding and closing the parking lot.”

  “Yes, you didn’t park in the south lot, did you? Liam says it’s filling up with water.”

  He shook his head. “No, I parked in the north lot. Next to you.”

  “And I parked next to you,” Delores said, catching Eric’s gaze. “I love your car.”

  Irritation spiked through Colleen at Delores’s words, at her prettiness…at her presence. “A couple more weddings like this one, and you ought to be driving one like it in no time flat,” Eric said.

  Delores’s laugh was meant to captivate. Much to Colleen’s satisfaction, however, Eric’s gaze flickered back to her face.

  “Are you getting him used to the center aisle of a church, Delores?” she teased lightly, trying to banish her immature annoyance. Eric could flirt with every woman on the planet, for all she cared. What difference should it make to her? “I wouldn’t be surprised if he has a phobia toward it—when it comes to weddings, anyway.”

  “He better get used to it! He’s giving Natalie away,” Delores said.

  “I’m getting used to the idea…slowly.”

  Colleen arched her brows. “Nice and easy does the trick, I suppose,” she said quietly.

  She blinked when Delores looped her wrist through the crook of Eric’s bent arm. “Maybe I better walk with you up the aisle a few times. I suspect you’re one of those men who requires practice beyond the wedding rehearsal.”

  Colleen’s spine stiffened. Maybe Delores wasn’t ditzy, but she definitely had nerve. She had to remind herself that her fantasies about ways to get rid of Delores’s insipid smile were highly inappropriate in a place of worship.

  “Actually, I think I’ll do my practicing in the other direction, if you don’t mind,” Eric said mildly, turning his head toward the back of the church. “I see Father Mike, and I need to have a word with him about something. Would you mind coming with me?” Eric asked Colleen.

  Delores gave an uncomfortable laugh and withdrew her arm. Eric extended his freed hand toward Colleen. He ignored her wariness, of course, and touched the back of her waist when she walked alongside him. She couldn’t decide if she wanted to snarl at him for the proprietary gesture or purr in a satisfied manner that he’d touched her so familiarly in front of Delores’s narrowed stare.

  “What do we have to talk to Father Mike for?” Colleen asked quietly as they approached the back of the church.

  “I wanted to ask him about the musical accompaniment for the singer I hired.”

  She heard the sound of children’s voices and realized for the first time that Father Mike wasn’t alone. He was escorting her friend, Ellen Rappoport, and Ellen’s two children. They paused near the front doors. Ellen was talking earnestly with the elderly priest while her children—Nathan, age eight, and Melanie, age ten—waited for their mother. It must have been Ellen and the kids whom Father Mike had said he needed to meet with in his office earlier, Colleen realized. She and Eric came to a standstill several feet away, not wanting to intrude.

  Melanie glanced around her mother and met Colleen’s eye.

  “Hi!” the girl called, her thin, somber face lighting up with a grin. She immediately walked over to give Colleen a hug.

  “Hey, how are you doing?” Colleen responded warmly. It did her heart good to see the girl smile. Melanie and Nathan had seemed so serious and sad since Cody, their adoptive father, had left. “I’m sorry Ellen, Father Mike,” she apologized as Ellen, Nathan and Father Mike approached them. “We didn’t mean to interrupt. Eric wanted to speak with you, Father.”

  “We were just finishing up,” Father Mike said amiably.

  “No problem at all,” Ellen assured him, giving Colleen a quick hug. “I’m glad to see you. We haven’t spoken since the engagement party. I know I told you before, but you two did a wonderful job with it,” Ellen said kindly, including Eric in her glance. “Are you here about Liam’s wedding?”

  “Yes. We had a meeting with the florist and wedding planner.”

  Eric hadn’t met Ellen’s children, so Colleen introduced him. She began catching up with Ellen and the kids while Eric and Father Mike stepped a few feet away and addressed Eric’s question. At one point in their chat, Ellen and Nathan became involved in unfastening Nathan’s stuck coat zipper. Melanie looked up earnestly at Colleen, the two of them somewhat isolated from the others for a brief moment.

  “We were meeting with Father Mike because Dad…Cody, I mean,
hasn’t been around to see Nathan and me since he moved out,” Melanie told Colleen in a hushed tone.

  A rush of compassion went through her when she saw the girl’s careworn expression. Melanie was an especially bright girl who seemed older than her ten years.

  “That’s a good idea for you three to talk to someone. I’ll bet Cody’s leaving is making you and Nathan really sad.”

  “Nathan won’t say it out loud, but I can tell it’s really bothering him.”

  “And you?” Colleen prompted softly. Melanie nodded in agreement.

  “Did it help, talking to Father Mike?”

  “Yeah. I was starting to feel…you know, really bad about myself because both my father and Cody left. I thought maybe it was something I did…something about me. But my mom said no way. Father Mike told me that love from parents is very, very important. He said God would never stop loving me for a second, and neither would my mom. He said that the real challenge was for me to keep on loving myself, no matter what difficult things happened to me in life.”

  “He’s a smart man, Father Mike. You’re a smart girl with your own unique gifts to give the world. Life will go on, Melanie. You’ll see.” She ruffled Melanie’s hair as they shared a meaningful glance. Colleen’s head turned when Eric stepped beside her. He did a double take.

  “Are you okay?” he asked, looking confused and concerned as he focused on Colleen’s face.

  “Of course,” she answered, suddenly feeling self-conscious under Eric’s stare. He must have read the compassion and sympathy she’d been experiencing for Melanie. He really was a mind reader.

  “So, Melanie, when might be a good time over the holidays for your mom and me to take all you kids to the indoor water park?” Colleen asked, neatly turning the subject. She felt Eric’s gaze on her intermittently for the next few minutes as their small party was joined by Liam, Natalie and Delores.

  She should have known she couldn’t avoid Eric for long, however. He called out to her after they’d finished their business in the church and she was on her way to her car.

  In his typical fashion, he didn’t bother with chit-chat before he cut to the chase.

  “What was that all about with Melanie Rappoport?” Eric added as he caught up to her in the parking lot. The temperature had dropped enough so that vapor clung around their mouths. The earlier rain and sleet had turned to fat snowflakes that flurried around them. They paused next to their cars.

  “Melanie?” Colleen asked, tightening the belt of her coat. “Oh—we were just talking about life going on after Cody’s departure.”

  “You seemed upset,” Eric said.

  She shrugged and avoided his searching stare. “What can I say? I like Melanie. It’s hard to think about what she must be going through, having not one but two fathers leave her.”

  He didn’t respond immediately. “I see,” he finally said gruffly. Colleen studied him from beneath a lowered brow.

  “Do you?”

  “Yes.”

  Colleen blinked in surprise, caught off guard by his uncharacteristic irritation.

  “I’m not that shallow, Colleen. Cody’s misbehavior broke more than just Ellen’s heart. I’m not close to them, like you are, but believe it or not I have some inkling how hard it must be for those children…some tiny glimmering of compassion in this robot brain of mine.”

  “Eric, I’m sorry,” she said hastily, feeling contrite. “Of course you do. I didn’t mean to imply otherwise.”

  He shrugged, his shoulders looking especially broad in his overcoat. “It’s okay,” he muttered under his breath.

  “Is there something else wrong?” she asked when he didn’t say anything else, just stared at the parking-lot overhead light thoughtfully.

  “I wanted to tell you—your mother asked me to join the family for Thanksgiving dinner at her house,” he said in a rush, as though he’d been waiting to tell her this news and wanted to get it over with. “I told her I already had plans.”

  “She did? You do?” His revelation was news to her. Why hadn’t her mother mentioned it? Why was Eric acting so brusquely all of a sudden? Who were his plans with? Some adoring female, like Delores?

  “I told your mother I had other plans, because I knew you wouldn’t want me there.”

  “Oh,” Colleen uttered, stunned. She stifled a wild urge to tell him she did want him there, very much. But how could she sound so enthusiastic when she’d spent the better part of the last two weeks making sure they weren’t alone? She shivered and dug her gloved hands in her coat pockets, stalling for time while she thought out this little dilemma.

  “Do you really have other plans?” she asked him.

  “Sure,” he said. Her heart sank in disappointment.

  “What are they?” she asked, not sure she really wanted to know.

  “They’re pretty loose at this point, but they might include a TV dinner and football on the tube,” he said solemnly.

  Sympathy and concern swamped her until she saw the gleam in his eyes and the hint of a smile shaping his lips. “You’re pulling at my heartstrings, Tiny Tim.”

  He laughed, the sound striking her as warm and delicious, ringing in the frigid night air. She chuckled along with him.

  “You should come,” she said, suddenly sure. “Natalie will be there. It wouldn’t be right if we stole your only family away from you on the holidays. Think how unhappy Natalie would be, knowing you were alone on Thanksgiving.”

  “I’ll be perfectly fine eating alone on Thanksgiving,” he told her, and he seemed to mean it this time. “I was just kidding before. I’m actually working for most of the day.”

  “Mom doesn’t serve her Thanksgiving meal until the evening.”

  “The meal schedule isn’t really my point.” He pinned her with his stare. “You wouldn’t want me there. You’re avoiding me.”

  “No, I haven’t been—” she began, but he interrupted her.

  “You don’t have to deny it,” he said. The parking-lot light cast enough luminescence that she made out his small, wry grin. “I’d be an idiot not to notice, and I understand why you’re doing it.”

  “It’s good one of us does,” she mumbled, feeling guilty for making her cowardly avoidance so obvious. She wasn’t sure he’d heard her, because he continued.

  “I’m just telling you all this because I wanted to let you know you don’t have to be uncomfortable anymore. We have to be around each other for the next month or so. It’s unavoidable. But there’s no need for you to bend over backward to make sure we’re never alone together. I know when a woman isn’t interested.”

  Her guilt swelled. “It’s not that I’m uninterested—”

  “So you are?” he segued smoothly.

  “Yes. I mean…no,” she broke off, trying to find the right words. She noticed a few snowflakes had landed on his arched eyebrows—stark white against black. She resisted an urge to brush them away. “I think we both know I’m…attracted to you.”

  “You just don’t want it to lead anywhere. I get that.”

  She made a sound of acute frustration.

  “What’s wrong?” he asked.

  “Eric, do you think you could try not to put words in my mouth for once?”

  “I’m sorry,” he acquiesced, his lack of argument flustering her even more. “What did you want to say?”

  “I’m just confused right now. Maybe it hasn’t been right for me to be avoiding you, but I didn’t know what else to do,” she said in a burst of honesty.

  “What are you afraid of?”

  She inhaled, trying to stave off the heavy pressure on her chest. Why did this conversation seem so tense…so significant. It wasn’t. A guy liked her and she liked him back. It wasn’t brain surgery.

  “I…” She hesitated, swallowing convulsively. “I told you at the engagement party. I haven’t dated in a long time. I’m not really in practice.”

  “That’s good, because I don’t like practiced. Too predictable. Bores me.” He smil
ed at her droll glance. “I’m interested in you. Not your expertise. Give it a chance, Colleen. Give me a chance,” he murmured, his voice low and earnest.

  “I don’t know,” she whispered. He dipped his head in order to hear her. She glanced up at him and managed a weak smile. “I’ll think about it.”

  “You will?”

  She nodded.

  “Will you think about me?” His quiet question struck her as highly intimate.

  “I can’t seem to help it,” she admitted grudgingly.

  “Good. It’s only fair. Between working on Lucy and thinking about you, a good night’s sleep has become impossible,” Eric said gruffly.

  She crossed her arms above her waist and stared at the snow falling on the concrete, a strange mixture of pleasure and self-consciousness surging through her at his compliment.

  She cleared her throat. “Are you coming to Thanksgiving dinner, then?”

  “Are you asking me to?”

  “Yes,” she said, striving for a resolute tone but realizing her voice quavered. She forced herself to look up at him. “I’d like you to come to my mother’s house for the holidays. I’d like it very much.”

  His smile caused her to temporarily forget her anxiety. It was like the sun breaking after a storm.

  “Then I wouldn’t miss it for the world,” he said. He leaned down and kissed her on the cheek. “Good night.”

  Colleen just stood there, her heart pounding in her chest, as Eric walked toward his car. The kiss had been the height of innocence…friendly, filial, casual.

  So why would she have sworn the snowflake that landed where Eric’s lips had just been melted into water in a split second?

  She left the parking lot before him. He returned her quick wave as she pulled away. He couldn’t help but smile as he backed up a moment later.

  Winning Colleen over was a little like handling a skittish colt. Patience was what was required. Rational skill. Subtlety.

  But he’d be damned if being logical and methodical had ever been such a grueling challenge in his entire life.

  Chapter Eight